I’m not to sure how I am right now. Here is what I do know.
I’m depressed. I have no will to do anything or I am so frustrated that I’m ready to blow up. My body feels heavy, slow and my joints hurt. That’s not including the dislocated rib and the cold sores. I can’t think or speak well. I’m sleeping more and pretty much feel like a blob, with no distinct feelings or desires. I can’t taste anything.
What I’m capable of doing right now.
Getting dressed for a few hours. Reading, Pinterest and YouTube. Maybe eating.