My mom came to visit today. We had a good chat and lunch. We even worked on the bowls of hell- aka the basement/ outer darkness. I’m so tired.
I’m not feeling it today – sorry. I’ve spent most of my day on YouTube and I can’t recall what was the funniest. Nothing really made me laugh out loud.
Now that’s a bad day.
Everyone has demons to fight. Mine like to tell me that I can’t do things on my own. I will forever be without support and that I will not accomplish any of my dreams.
When I have these thoughts I have to remember, One- I’m not alone! I have God, my family and friends. Two- Some of my dreams have already come true. The others are still works in progress. Three- I’ve spent most of my life accomplishing things by myself! No reason to stop doing it now!
Have you ever tried to express emotions without getting emotional? I can say “I’m fine” casually without blinking an eye. Sometimes I just don’t want to get into it – ok most of the time.
I’m very behind- I usually get the gardening bug in December but I’m just now getting my green thumb. So glad I got lilac pants for Mother’s Day.
Depression hits me in many ways physically. Along with unexplained muscle pain, my cholesterol and weight will go up because of my inactivity. This episode has add about 20 pound from the waist down. I didn’t even get the extra support in the bra department!
My husband suggested we hang me upside down to distribute the weight more evenly. lol