You know how at the beginning of some roller coasters there is that jarring pause – then the cart catches on and starts clicking… I’m pretty sure that’s where I am right now.
Housekeeper willing to clean up after 4 dogs, a zombie, a lazy artist and workaholic.
The zombie is allergic to all chemicals and two of the dogs are afraid of vacuums. The workaholic only comes home to eat and the artist stays behind a screen most of the time.
This sounds like a good story premise. lol
My mom came and took me outside today. It’s been so long since I’ve shopped that I forgot it’s Christmas season and people are nuts. I think I prefer to be crazy over nuts – I know what my problem is but these people don’t. Seriously if you want to be feel like everyone else – just try driving during the holiday season.
We watched a show that talked about how your brain works and I started realizing that when I’m depressed that my visual and mental focus become blurred or stagnant. Like they can’t process what is coming in. It’s one of the rare times that my Mind is quite.
From What’s up Doc – No, but it’s consistent.
This depression has been a hard one for me. My body just wants to sleep, not eat, or think. I’ve learned that if I or anybody else tries to improve my mood that I get worse. The same things have been repeating at different rates for the last twenty years.
I hope everyone had a good dinner and fun times with family- I certainly did.
My father came up and helped me put together a goat house. I wasn’t much help but it was nice to spend time with him. It felt weird looking so pathetic in front of my dad – because he’s gone a lot he doesn’t see many of my depressions.