Hang on a second

Depression hits me in many ways physically. Along with unexplained muscle pain, my cholesterol and weight will go up because of my inactivity. This episode has add about 20 pound from the waist down. I didn’t even get the extra support in the bra department!

My husband suggested we hang me upside down to distribute the weight more evenly. lol

It can always be worse

What is better? To be, survive or to live?

I was reminded today that I’m just surviving and not really living. I know I’m not at the best but for the time being it is the best for me. When I was younger I always felt that standing still was just as bad as going backwards- now that I have come to terms with my Bipolar I understand that staying level although it may not be a high is surely better than being low.