IT sucks

If anyone knows of an easy, free editing program for iPad, with royalty free music please let me know. I just spent all day trying to create two sixty seconds videos for the barn. (Or if you know a way to download royalty free music.) 

If I wasn’t so dependent on my technology I would have thrown it out into my pasture and let the horses stampede it.

And now the other shoe

Got a call from my oldest today- she might have to move back in with us. Her roommate has ditched her payment again and announced that she leaving in three days, leaving Kaylie’s bank account drained and with no way to afford the rent on her own.

I don’t remember auditioning for a soap opera.

Anxiety overload 

It finally hit me today. As I was preparing to post the sales video of the horses.

I need to sell these horses. I might have to get another part time job- an official one. The last time I worked was about 15 years ago and I literally couldn’t go to work anymore. I had a mental breakdown from all the stress. Company loyalty means nothing nowadays- proof- seeing my husband who built his company’s IT from the ground up 19 years ago now putting together a resume hoping all that he has accomplished will be worth something to someone. 

We are at the mercy of politicians,  economics and capitalism.